Tuesday, April 3, 2012

oh hey there future

The phone rings just as I’m taking Cub down for his nap, so I swing him over to my right hip and pick up the phone.  I look at the caller ID and initially come up blank.  Then, as I recognize the area code, I can’t answer soon enough.

Hello?

Hi, is this Taryn?

I recognize her voice immediately, the distinct British accent that belongs to a young, blond woman and not to the older, gray-haired woman that I’d initially imagined.

I slide down to the floor, my back against the wall, Cub’s legs now straddling my waist.  He points to the phone and reaches for the buttons.  “Huh?” he says.

I smile at him, kiss his forehead as my eyes sting hot with tears, and try to listen.  I don’t remember the conversation.  I remember she said congratulations and full admission.  I remember saying thank you, thank you, thank you.


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I get to be a midwife.